While I was discharged on Saturday, Avery had to stick around another night. The hospital was amazing and allowed us to room in with her. Since they weren't super busy we didn't even have to switch rooms, which meant we kept the large labor and delivery room for our entire stay. I admit I wasn't as scared when the time came to pack up as I expected to be - but I did have butterflies.
We arrived here mid-afternoon and started trying to settle in a bit. We've set up camp downstairs using the pack n play as her night time crib. This way we both can see her directly from the couches where we've been sleeping. I know we need to transition upstairs at some point soon, but we're working to get better at feeding for now. The girls didn't really get bigger, I don't think.
She is the calmest baby, at least during the day, but at night it seems like another child emerges - one that had me wondering if sleep was a thing of the past. Sure they say sleep when they do, but the sleep periods were so short that once I fed her, changed her, got her to wipe back out, pumped, cleaned up the supplies, I was lucky to get an hour before I had to start it all over again.
As things have moved forward I'm needing to pump less thanks to starting to get the hang of feeding, but I'm still keeping some in the fridge as backup. I couldn't even be to this point if I hadn't taken my 4 day old baby out to the Le Leche League meeting. I was to tears frustrated trying to get her on properly and feeling so desperate... so I went. I left on Monday feeling like 50 lbs had been lifted from my shoulders and that there was hope.
It was no small feat as Monday was a big day. We had her first pediatrician appointment, from there we went and picked up the dogs. It worked out well that I then went to the Le Leche meeting as he was able to get the dogs settled back in at the house for a while before we returned. So how are the dogs doing with her? Well, they were a bit crazy at first. I have to say Saf, my baby, did better than I would have guessed, and Dani ended up being weirder than I expected. They are very interested in the baby, but doing well. They're also sleeping with us downstairs (other than that first night) so they too are looking a little sleepy.
He returned to work on Wednesday but I was only truly alone here with her on Thursday as his parents were in since his father is doing some work here on retaining walls. Of course with people here I didn't have a shot at sleeping when she did, so I really just started making attempts at that pattern. I should be sleeping right now as he is out running for us and she is down, but there is so much to try and do that I often cheat myself. I guess once I'm beyond exhausted sleep will win.
Weight has started falling off and I AM eating. I'm sure I'll hit the wall on that too (very soon). My belly button is starting to return to pulling back in (yay). I also lucked out in the period department. They kept telling me I'd likely have a very heavy period for up to 6 weeks, but it's been pretty light and dealable.
When Thursday at 3am hit we were just falling asleep. I can't believe it's already been over a week already.