I remember looking at posts announcing a new baby (on facebook) with happiness for the parents but that tinge of jealousy that was all too palpable. Now as I scroll and see new babies all I can think is _soon_... very very _soon_. I've waited a very long time and it still almost doesn't seem real.
On the other hand I have friends that post their pain and anguish after loosing a baby. I have no words to offer comfort and I'll admit moments of guilt for posting my joy and moments of worry that I could still very easily end up in their shoes. I refuse to sit and worry about these things as I know that one ounce of worry does nothing for me or the baby, but the thoughts are there.