Yesterday, for the first time I admitted to someone that I was looking to pursue a sperm donor and pregnancy. It was in written form, a little easier to do than say face to face and part of the process of admitting things to myself. I know it's important if I make this decision to own it and "Knocked up" reinforced that point of view when I was reading last night bringing up the very topic. Embarrassment about it could translate to how people respond to my decision and how the child would feel about where they came from. A good lesson to keep in mind.