The past few days I've had a sense of panic almost. This believe is what I want, but all of the doubts that creep in from time to time.
How can I do this on my own? That's ridiculous. I sure haven't had "my share" of dating, but so much for that if this works. There are no nights out or curling up with someone special. The dogs... how are they going to deal w/ things? Probably not well. So long to vacations. My vacation time will be for sick days. I still haven't figured out how to mention the idea much less the final product to my mother.
What am I doing? Why am I incapable of making most decisions and then so fearful and skittish of those I think I made (past tense).