Five months later and I am still asking myself the very same questions. I am finally back to a point where work is a little more stable, so that factor is lessened. The quest for Mr. Right continues to be a very short story. I've also planned vacations out to the end of 2014, which seems ridiculous, but it is another thing that would need handled if my child-status changed.
Since my last post I attended a work event that was family oriented. I have to say how shocking it is that it seems like not only has everyone there reproduced, but they've done so 3, 4, or 5 times. It's tough to swallow sometimes.